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If I were currency...
I'd be spent
Created on 2001-11-21 19:47:40 (#398853), last updated 2007-05-14
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Basic Info| Name: | Shadoob |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-16 |
| Location: | Washington, United States |
Bio"This is your future"
I saw for the first time my future, but I couldn't accept it. I just looked at it there, like it was a page in a story book, and wondered if there was anyway I could ask for a different path. I looked at my future and I just let my mind wander. I thought about the selflessness, the pain, the torment, the suffering, the humiliation, the humility, the satisfaction, the life affirmation, the immeasurable joy, the indescribably beauty... beauty. That's what it all came down to. The person I saw living this life was of another sort of beauty. Her beauty was so deep and pure it pierced through the night around her and caused the moon to hide in shame. I was not her nor was I willing to sacrifice all that I must, in order to become her.
"This is your future."
Then a thought came upon me... maybe it's worth it. Maybe I should just believe that this is my life and give all that it takes to fulfill this purpose. After all, the person I see seems happy with who she is, and I haven't been happy with me in a long... well, ever.
"This is your future"
This is my future. I will not lose sight of the goal.
I will learn from my past, live one day at a time, and not lose sight of my goal.
I saw for the first time my future, but I couldn't accept it. I just looked at it there, like it was a page in a story book, and wondered if there was anyway I could ask for a different path. I looked at my future and I just let my mind wander. I thought about the selflessness, the pain, the torment, the suffering, the humiliation, the humility, the satisfaction, the life affirmation, the immeasurable joy, the indescribably beauty... beauty. That's what it all came down to. The person I saw living this life was of another sort of beauty. Her beauty was so deep and pure it pierced through the night around her and caused the moon to hide in shame. I was not her nor was I willing to sacrifice all that I must, in order to become her.
"This is your future."
Then a thought came upon me... maybe it's worth it. Maybe I should just believe that this is my life and give all that it takes to fulfill this purpose. After all, the person I see seems happy with who she is, and I haven't been happy with me in a long... well, ever.
"This is your future"
This is my future. I will not lose sight of the goal.
I will learn from my past, live one day at a time, and not lose sight of my goal.
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